Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Healing & Harmony

Looking in to a face that experienced historic moments igniting reminiscent conversation that cultivates sparks of laughter and stokes an inferno within your soul. Isn't that what friendship, companionship should be? Overflow with the hopes, dreams and lifes never ending flow?

Then the trust thing creeps in silently, hmmm I bet we could fill pages of thoughts and glasses with tears on this topic.  Tonight, I just want to think one thing though my thought hurl with topics.

I have felt the love of a mother for her child...
I have felt the deep crushing blow of death...
I have felt my hand in anothers with promises of forever...
I have felt my heart bounce to the zesty jolt of passion...
I have felt the naked bottom of my Children in my hands in the first moment of there lives...
I have journied the joyous steps of watching them grow only to realize I have to let go...
I have felt realistic awe of watching a ship sail out into the ocean and out of sight...
I have felt the Ocean like my toes on a January walk in the sand...
I have felt winters fury sting my nose...
I have felt the sun change my white body to golden brown...
I have felt the climb of high peaks...
I have felt the adventourous taste of hiking hundreds of miles...
I have felt natures wonders quietly express themselves...
I have felt the nervous energy of second chances...
I have felt the warming sensation of forgiveness...
I have felt shame of disappointment...
I have felt the embraced success...
I have felt the cold stare of failure...
I have felt the rush of skipping across the ocean...
I have felt the elation of travel...
I have felt the hand of God...
I have felt miraculous moments...
I have felt the tears of tragedy and cried them into submission...
I have felt the realization of my mistakes...
I have felt my mind open to new beginings....
I have felt hatred grip my heart and strangle my joy...
I have felt fear close doors and limit my dreams...
I have felt intimidation claim my hopes...
I have felt heroic defining moment...
I have felt the dry swallows of challenge...
I have scaled the greasy walls of envy...
I have seen the driven look of love...
I have felt the daring expedition of true freindship...

What a gift to feel, whatever it maybe.
Wherever it might be, however it comes.
Physically, mentally or spiritually.
In your mind, body or soul its a rolling tempest of healing and harmony twisted in to a clinging bond that defines you or a flaming furnace that consumes you.  Let them come and let them go, but know they will come these emotions like the ripples on the surface of water...what you do with them shapes tomorrow.

The one that is key, at least for me, is being happy and loving the guy I see when I see my reflection...

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