And so it begins...

It never seizes to amaze... It can stop you in your tracks... It locks you in to an emotion roller coaster...

Self Righteousness

The very idea that you have figured it out.

What is it you ask...

The very idea that you have arrive, the ability to see the wrong in everyone else but the inability to see yourself...

And so it begins, an unhappy heart decides to begin the process of clarity and change. A volatile mix! And So it begins, an attempt at separation of emotion and trueness of heart.

The concept of a finish to this race without sacrificing the fairytale we hide in our closet of expectation. While stack up disappointments on the shelf of expectation.

This can be a defining moment...

Reality lends a help menu to those who are not quick with judgment or blame. Silence and serenity are the spring board for good decision. sacrifice and uncomfort are the shoes that fit your feet for this quest. Peace of mind will be the reward.

Admission of your flaws to no one else but you and God is the start as you find one who will be your sounding board. This is a setup for success. Reshape it any fashion and you will quickly see the heaviness of your feet and the emptiness in your heart will be the evidence that you again missed the idea of self sacrifice.

Personally My defensive guard kicks up in full gear when I feel an Attack of the heart. I explode in defender mode... yes this is a flaw...

One I hope in this New Year is tamed even further in 2010. My reflections of past has few regrets my reflection of the here and now riddled with new possibilities and options.

We have to move on. Past depressed moments, past feeling sorry for yourself, hope is found in realizing the pains an turmoil are he refining fire we must endure to see the purest heart. Here we hide truths in our hearts the keep us in good standing with all.

Light hearted and energized is the goal. A mind clear and spontaneous. A Godly filter that define right and deflects wrong without rationalizing self fulfilled agendas.

HERE at this point,

success begins... white and throffy as the oceans tongue that licks the sandy coastline...salt and fresh is the air...of realty as you take flight in to this new year.

And so it begins...